Interests:my iPod nano.
cellphone.
singing.
perfection.
family
&&
friends <33
music.
winter..<3 snow.
my chinchilla.
beach.
jewelery.
starbucks. Expertise:being who i really am, and not giving a crap about what others think. Occupation:student
Today was a really nice day overall; and I had a great morning for once. I was not tired whatsoever and that came to me as surprising. I have finally concluded that the antibiotics that i've been taking for my throat has been making me high. Haha I know, that sounds weird, but the truth is the truth. This is why I can be so alert and awake for my early morning classes without having to fall asleep in class. I seriously need to take more of those haha. I can never seem to stay awake in the mornings. I just get too tired. Okay, anyways getting back on track and not off tangent, as I was explaining about school today. So as I was in my first class today, I was expecting that my prof would allow my friend and I to see our midterm that we had a week or so ago. We asked if he had it with him, and he responded that he forget them at his office or something like that. So we had to wait for him after class so he was able to go it for us. Subsequently he called us outside to see them. I knew that my written portion was going to be unbearably horrendous. We had to complete a fact pattern and it was all our first time doing this type of law school written questions; so I was expecting my mark to be really horrible. As expected, my original mark that was not scaled gave me an heartattack. I cannot release that mark because it is too embrassing. So shameful of myself. Therefore, as I was receiving the midterm within the grasp of my fingers, my heart was pounding immensely and I was so nervous. I was so eagered to see what my intial mark was, yet I was so nervous. I sucked in a deep breath of air and scanned the paper for numbers. At the moment I saw my mark, my mouth immediately dropped open and I began to laugh uncontrollably. I wasn't able to stop, and my prof just smiled and laughed along. At the time, I didn't even realized that I was actually having hysteria. I was just in the state of shock, and the only thing that I was able to do was laugh. Now that look back at this situtation, my prof must have thought that I have gone insane for a minute there. He looked at me like I was frenzied. Seriously, I think he thinks that I am really weird now. I hope he figures out that I was only having hysteria and that I don't always just laugh whenever I see a mark. But the moral of the story was that I never ever had that happen to me before. I could usually control my emotions really well for the most part. I just was not expecting to breakout with hysteria like that today (I should say yesterday, now that it is already past 12am.) It was such foreign feeling when it happened. I was questioning myself all day asking why did i breakout with such an intense laughter. Now I finally realized what I going on. It seems that this situtation truly triggered my emotions to be instable. What a traumatic experience. I have to try really really hard on my final to avoid having this situtation reoccuring again.
Finally, the torturous days of midterms has concluded. I am tres content that they are over and done with because I cannot stand another night of cramming and reciting. The material covered within the context of the exam are extremely long and dry. Learning all the cases and trying to remember all the concurring and dissenting judges decisions is such a tedious job. But since they are of the past now, I can simply put my feet up and relax. Although I have 4 out of 5 term papers I must complete before the end of march, I still have a few days of freedom. I would love to crack open a bottle of vodka and drink my stress away.
